goodbye.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

9:02 PM

helplessness.

i don want i don want i don want!!!!!!!!!! i don want the 31st of july. i hate it. absolutely loathe it. it's making me weak and sad and depressed. it's distracting me from my work! arghh.

31st july. Although it is harry potter's birthday, it is HANDOVER. i dont want handover.. it's like the PILLAR OF SUPPORT is gone. no more turning to batch 06 when help is needed. no more assurance that no matter what happens, batch 06 will handle it. no more knowing that no matter what problem occurs, the sec4s will be able to solve it.

BATCH 06 is the batch im closest to. probably because i spend 3 out of my 4 years in GB with them. from me first coming into GB, all lost and clueless, to my third year now, facing the handover which seems to approach so quickly.

no more seniors left in this school. no more seniors to look up to. no more seniors to whine to. ARGH. this is so idiot. why must batch 06 graduate. huh. why cant the sch jus fail the whole batch06. hehe. okay, im being ridiculous. (:

argh. i give up.